Happy New Year!

Happy New Year! to you all

love always Ka xx

Hey All

Just like to wish you all a very Happy Christas 2010 and wish you all the best for the holiday season.

Wayne is very excited for christmas day. he doesn't really know what he's got.

Willow is really enjoying the snow, just ploughing through it it great fun to her and then coming indoors and giving a good shake over us lol.

Lots of love always Ka XX

a confusing time

Life is totally confusing for all three of us at the moment as we are still learning how to cope on our own. Although on a good note Willow sleeping on my bed keeps both of us warm through the night.
The adjustment we are making at this time of the year is very hard as not only do I have to make sure there is everything here for Wayne and Willow i also have an awful lots of emotional issues to deal with myself and am not able to express exactly how I feel to anyone as really no one else can help.
I'm sorry I am not telling all the good bits because for me there is none at the moment. I have tried all the positive stuff people have suggested but alas I just am not strong enough to reach for them at this time. Today is also a special day for our family as is it the 29th birthday of the son I lost.

Take care all Ka xx