Am So Excited :)

I am really thrilled to tell you all Willow is coming back home to me!
I have really missed her as she has always been my company and it wasn't an easy decision to let Tori have her. She should be back with me within the next few weeks.
We are hoping with her coming home that I will start to get better and get back to being my usual bubbly self as Willow will encourage me to go out.
I would also like to thank Tori and Kel very much for taking care of Willow while I was unable to.

Love always Ka xxx

ME

"Love isn't something you look for
As it actually looks for you."

I found this quote and my first thought was...
Now that's where I went wrong with previous relationships!
I wonder how many people really believe in love and if it really does look for you!
Well for me I actually can understand the saying as it has just happened very recently and from a corner that I didn't even examine. I was told I was falling in love with this guy but no I swore blind I was not! then all of a sudden I saw things from a different angle and realized that some one I had known for over 21 years was waiting just around the corner for me and all I kept on saying was we were no more than good friends lol. It's took 2 years almost to realize this.

I decided to post this as I was reading through my blog and apart from posts about Emma or willow most of them are very sad:(
So I thought I would all let you know that although the door maybe shutting there's a new door beginning to open!

Love always Ka xxx

Emma

Well I really have to agree with the post on Tori's blog, I also love the way Emma is so eager to learn. She has even had a try at saying Elephant and crocodile (although quite obviously they do not, yet come out properly)
On her stay this time declared that any Hello kitty stuff belonged to her and promptly put them in her cot lol and annouced it was bed time. But I had to find room for her and she got quite cross with me when I started taking stuff out,. She said "no nana, sleep with Emma" lol
I found it hard to believe in the beginning that after just 3 days of potty training that she would be that good but she is totally dry (although she wont put any knickers on yet lol)
I really do enjoy my 2 days a fortnight with her. I love how she changes each visit :) and really look forward to her next one .
Love always Ka xxx

Emma's first day at nursery

Emma went to nursery (or "play group" or "cylch meithryn") and loved it. She went straight in without looking back and was so good she got a star for good behaviour (which she probably thought was great as she loves stars). Here she is in nursery playing with some sticky bricks.

Ka xx

Harrison

Here's a stunning picture of Harrison smiling :)

Ka xx

Emma is 2

Hi, Emma is 2 already!

Thought I would share this photo with you it's Emma's own car lol. It really cool as you have a control too :)

Ka xx

Hi all

Thought I would update you on what's been going on.

Have been through a really rough patch again sad to say that's why I had to give Willow to Tori. Got to be honest it totally ripped me apart when I did :( I miss her so much.

I had to move from my flat as was being harrased a lot, but the new flat turned into a bigger disaster and I had no where to live. A friend has kindly vacated their flat for me to have somewhere but the place doesn't allow dogs and I also was in no fit state to look after Willow as she was used to.

I do have some good news though today I was offered a place of my own. I am really pleased as to have my own space will hopefully help me to get better.

love always Ka xx

My boy

I sit at this computer thinking
about what to do.
Only problem is my thought are
only of you.
31 years is a very long time
but those special few months
will stay with me my lifetime
Your smile, your chuckle,
the emptiness in my arms
nothing will in this world
can ever take your place
I wouldn't want it to
in any case!

Bless you little man I only knew you for a short while. But you are never far from my thoughts and I still miss you so much. Love always mummy xxxxx

Photos of Harrison and Emma

Here is the photo of Harrison that I promised I would post. Sorry it took so long but you know how it is sometimes. Anyway this photo was taken literally a few minuts after Harrison was born.

And here is a photo of his big sister Emma which I took while she was staying with me while her baby brother was being born. So that makes her about 20 months old in the photo. Her hair has grown a lot since this photo was taken.

Ka xx

Willow's World January 2012

Hiya humans, this is Willow.

I was a bit unwell around Christmas time but nothing serious, just a tummy bug I think.

Anyway on the new year Carl came to visit which was great as I love visitors and Carl is always fun. Then I had a surprise because Mami and me went to stay with Carl for a few days. Carl lives in a high up house and there is a choice of a lift or stairs to go up and down. The humans took me in the lift first time but then they tried to get me to walk down all those stairs after. Well I was not having that! I sat down in front of the lift and gave them my best, "that's not going to happen," whine. They might want to walk up and down several flights of stairs but I do not!

That's all the news from my world right now though.

Lots of licks,
Willow

listen

this song is both inspiring and totally beautiful. it reminds me of the questions my children have asked me loads of time whilst growing up. Ka xxx

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KogPyC4o2JQ&feature=fvst&noredirect=1

happy new year

Hiya all. I just wanted to wish you all a happy new year. Sorry that I'm a few days late but Willow and I are visiting Carl right now so I have been busy spending time with him. Hope 2012 is a good year for you so far and will keep being a good year.

Ka xx

Willow's World Christmas 2011

Hiya humans, this is Willow.

Well, that Santa Paws came again. He is so sneaky, I don't know how he keeps getting past me! All I know is that he left me a great big teddy and loads of treats. I must have been a very good girl!

Sorry that I have not been posting lately, Mami and I just don't seem to have much time to sit at the computer to do posts these days. I will try and do another post when I can.

Lots of licks,
Willow

Christmas 2011

Hiya all.

I hope you had a good Christmas.

I did a load of baking for a party I went to with a few friends on Christmas Eve. Then on Christmas Day I went from place to place having presents with and spending time with different people. Of course, part of the day I spent visiting Lou so I could spend some time with Emma and Harrison. Then on Boxing Day Willow, Wayne and I went to see Jo. And that was my Christmas.

Ka xx